Why?

I want someone provocative and talkative
But it's so hard when you're shallow as a shower
And from what I've heard with skin you'll win

What am I doing?

Are you sure?

Is this what you want?

What if?

Why?

These questions are running through my mind now.

I love him,

I really like him,

I don't know what to do with him.

What if I went way too far to turn back.

Should I stay away when I still can?

But, I want to know what happens next.

It's like a really good book that you're reading.

But people tell you that the ending is horrible.

You know the ending. Though, you still want to go for it.

So, my question is,

Should I?