If this is what I always wanted then,
Why are these tears rolling down?
Is this just a phase? Is this just lust?
I can't even breathe or try to sleep,
I'm still alive, merely surviving,
I'm falling for you, so fast, so deep,
Something that I don't even believe in.
What hurts the most is being so close,
Knowing that you're neither a friend or a foe,
These words I write really shows,
That I still can't seem to let you go.