Wait for me

Human being in a mob,
What's a mob to a king?
What's a king to a god?
What's a god to a non-believer
Who don't believe in anything?

Is it too late? Oh wells, Happy Valentine's Day! Yet again I didn't spend my Valentines with the love of my life, unless you count myself as that - Jokes. I guess I've never really complained, sulked, and cried all day in bed for being alone on Valentines. Maybe cause I've never experienced the difference if I'd celebrate Valentines with someone special. This year, I really wanted to start clean and stay away from lust? Haha - who am I kidding. I've hurt some people and get hurt by some last year, not because I'm naive or immature. It's just that I was so full of myself, I LOVED the attention, I can't deny that. (See that? Past tense.)

After so many relationships that I had with different different people, I've learnt. Sadly, after TOO many. I have woken up from my little dream, that's for sure. Made me realize why none of my relationships were real enough or worked out in any way. I've cleared my mind and learn to enjoy the little details in life, just a small thing will make my day now. I don't need constant attention, I don't need someone telling me how hot I am, or I don't need anyone telling me how important I am to him.

Okay! Enough of the loveydoveyemotionalsadcrap. I'm trying to make this blog a tat bit lively and not as sad as before. Yes, I realized that it was always about me being sad about life - Haha. Main point is, I'm still me, with new improvements for the better. (:

I'm super excited and I can't wait to go to Pangkor tomorrow with my friends! :D And I've decided not to bring my dslr cause it's pretty troublesome if I want to go to the beach or whatsoever. So, probably I won't have as much pictures or any pictures at all.

xoxo

Penang trip!

Day 1

Took the 8.30am Aeroline bus from One Utama to Penang. The ride was only for 4 hours and 30 minutes including the 20 minutes stop. It was comfy, they played 2 movies, Limitless and some other movie which I don't remember, but I couldn't really see the screen from where I was sitting. Instead, I just listened to my own music and the best part is there's a socket to charge my phone! We reached about lunch time, aunt's friend took us to a hawker place to have lunch. Penang food, om nom nom.

The stall selling awesome kuihs.

The weather was just so darn hot that day, after lunch we checked in to the hotel; Gurney Hotel. Chilled in the room for a bit before meeting up with my aunt's friend again for dinner. While waiting for him to pick us up from the hotel, we sat by the side of the road at Gurney. Took a few pictures of the view.

We stopped by his house just to check out his very nicely decorated penthouse at Horizon, Tanjung Bungah. The view from the top is just so amazing.

 The almost sunset view of Penang.

 One part was facing the greens.

 Look! The moon is out. Just right above the condo opposite.

 The night view!

Had dinner at this nice little tea place at Burma Road with the cousin sister as well. Had loads of laugh and good time. Time well spent!

 Oh and just wanted to share with you that the bathroom is see through. 

 Epic combination of reflection. No?

Day 2


Took the bus down to Penang road for some Penang breakfast!

 Le picture of le self.

 Pai tee, ais kacang, lobak and charkuayteow (which is not shown in the picture) for breakfast.

Then, had plans with Pinky. She picked me up and brought me to this really pretty place where ships dock, Straits Quay. Apparently it's a new happening place in Penang. They have Starbucks, Papparich, The Library and some decent restaurants. Seems pretty cool. Here are some shots that I took.

 Here you have, Pinky, under a tree. :D

 I thought that the bubbles in there were pretty cool. Looks like some sort of plant cell.

Had a quick work out for eating all the sinful food, bubble bathed then got ready to go out with le cousin sister and her friend, Aaron. Had dinner at Gurney Drive. The work out definitely wasn't enough to cover for the calories that I had.

Le cousin, Carina, and Aaron.

After dinner, went to Gurney Plaza which was really close by. Went to the arcade for some games. Whooped their ass in Daytona! :D Played House of Dead III and Time Crisis. Oh, how much I've missed you arcade games. Used to go to the arcade at One Utama all the time after school. (': Came back to the hotel pretty early cause Carina has school the next day.

Day 3

Last day of the trip. Carina's parents picked us up to go for lunch before sending us to the bus station. Cristen and Chris, the 2 younger siblings came along. The lunch was fawesome! Om nom nom.

 It looks like a market right? But no, it's the restaurant we ate at. That's their kitchen.

And the cool thing they give instead of peanuts. 

Overall, it was an awesome and relaxing trip to Penang. Ahh, and now back to reality. Cheer cheer cheer! :D Can't wait to get the uniform and the competition!

Today I'm fine

I'm back from Penang! I managed to stay off Facebook and Twitter while I'm there. I had a short and fun trip. Next destination, Pangkor! The next post shall be all about Penang. After reaching KL, hurried to shower and get ready to pick Jeanny up and meet the rest at The Scot's, Jaya One. Since Leonard is working there, Cheryl, Nicole, Jeanny and I thought of paying him a visit. We had a late dinner and some catch up session.

Nicole and I are going to Pangkor, while the rest can't make it. We thought of going up to Genting for a day trip soon, probably the Monday after Pangkor cause there won't be much people on a Monday right? Still discussing about going to Singapore, we might or might not go. I mean, I don't really mind, it's just the cost of the accommodation that's gonna kill cause I'm going again end of March for the competition. Plus, my aunt and I have been thinking of going to Kuching. It's the only state in Malaysia that I haven't been, same goes to my aunt. So we thought of crossing that off.

Just got back from cheer practice around 11ish 12. Pretty tired, was suppose to meet some friends at Vertigo, Gardens, but I'm obviously to darn tired and lazy to go already. My sincere apologies for false hopes. I'm excited and nervous at the same time about the Singapore's competition. I'm afraid that we will not be ready by then but I think that it'll be tonnes of fun anyways. Just gotta work really hard for success!

I've got some stuff to add on to the to-do:
1. Colour my highlights back to normal then dip dye purple.
2. Get a tat that I've always wanted to get.
3. Look good to fit into the uniform! #firstworldpains

On another note, Valentine's day is in T-minus 3 days. Not much of a big day for me, since I've celebrated my past 18 years of Valentines without a partner. Oh! And so happen a few of us are single this year, we might just do something about it. Doing anything would be better than staying home and rot with our lonesome self. Anyways, I do have cheer practice at night, so it sort of fills up the day? Some sort. Ahh, if it's meant to be, I'll have something interesting to do.

Sorry to bore you with a picture-less post. :D

This city

Hello and yes, I've stopped working at Topshop already. I just need the time to do things for myself. When I was working, all I did was work, eat and sleep. Probably very little time for cheer. So, since I've stopped working, I've got my life to catch up on. Especially my social life?

Things I want to do in these 2 months time: (In no particular order)
1. Cheer hard and compete to win!
2. Going to Penang on Tuesday coming back on Thursday.
3. Going to Pangkor with some friends next week.
4. Paint an oil painting. Need a lot of practice for that!
5. Read up on some architecture books.
6. Some leisure reading.

Pretty much all that I want to do till I get back to Uni for degree. Sure as hell it'll be tough. God bless me then. About Penang, I'm going with my aunt by bus, because my dad doesn't approve of me driving there. Apparently cause my car is not suitable for long distance driving. Then get me a better car! :D I want to just disconnect from the cyber world for 3 days. 3 days, or less, about there. Yeah, don't want to be too addicted to Facebook and Twitter. It'll be good.

It's been 2 days since I stopped working, all I did was, catch up on my sleep, sort of, decluttered some stuff that I was too busy to do and played Spider Solitaire. Do not judge me, I swear it's the only game that I can play now, except for Sims, but I got bored of that already. My internet connection is just really really slow that I can lag playing Facebook games. Just imagine. Fear not! I am really really getting Unifi. My dad said yes already, it's just that nothing has been done to get the Unifi from Telekom to my place. Shall be done!

Pretty amazed that I can still pull a heelstretch. I rarely do balances anymore.

So that's my self indulging picture for the day.

Happy February people! (:

Oh, the irony

That was my drunkest night, hands down. Well, to be exact, that was my first drunken night. I swear I can't remember half the things that happened that night. It's like after 1am, I went auto-pilot. I do somewhat wish someone would tell me what I was doing or what I said. I'm just really curious. I remembered the ride back and the crawling though. Hmm, oh wells, drunken nights make awesome stories? (Y) But seriously, no more drinking for awhile. In fact, I said I won't drink for 2 weeks, so Kevin actually bet that I won't get pass 2 weeks without alcohol. The deal is on! We will find out very soon.

It was Wednesday night. So obviously when I woke up on Thursday, I was half dead. Then I tried to recall what really happened, but no luck. Had a chilling day, got manicure and pedicure from Missy Nails, One Utama, then watched 'The Chronicle' with Kevin at Tropicana City Mall.

Rating: 2/5

Firstly, when I watched the trailer, I kind of knew how the whole movie is going to be already. One of the comments on Youtube said that he felt as if he already watched the movie. So, yeah, lack of suspense during the movie then. Other than that, it was alright? Not too interesting, I'd prefer if they showed how they got their powers and what happened to that place instead of going around and around with how they had fun with their powers and killing each other with it. Oh! another interesting comment that was really funny on Youtube said something about someone should get Professor X to whip them up. However, some of the dialogues were pretty funny.

WOD

I just started this new workout plan. Not because I think that I'm fat, I just think that I need to tone up and turn some flabs into abs and muscles. I miss how fit I was before when I was 16. Yes, I was also much much thinner then. I'm contented with how I am right now, but slightly more toned will be much better.

Circuit workout:
10 squat jumps
10 push ups
5 tuck jump
15 sit ups
10 squats
10 push ups
5 tuck jump
15 sit ups

I'm going to start today. I mean after I click 'Publish'. We'll just how long do I take to do 2 sets. 2 sets should be enough for the first day. Don't want to kill myself just yet. I've also started on dumb bells. Just some simple ones when I'm watching TV or reading 9 gag. Wanna strengthen up the biceps and triceps. Especially triceps.

If you were the one

This afternoon, went to PJ state town to do some stuff with le cousin. Ended up the place is not open, so we went to IKEA after that to send them off. 

 Outfit of the day

Turquoise tank top from Forever21.

'Love doesn't learn' white crop top from Cotton On.

Acidwash Leigh jeans from Topshop.

At night, I went to Vertigo with some friends. Met a lot of other group of friends there by accident. Had fun I guess? But it was a Friday night, so it was super packed. Can't even dance properly on the dance floor. Bianco was pretty empty as usual compared to Nero. Conclusion, it was a fairly fun night out. :D

 Outfit of the night

'Love doesn't learn' white crop top from Cotton On.

Electric blue bodycon skirt from Blogshop.

Take take take

My cousin's family from Penang came over, so I haven't got the time to blog, have been spending time with them instead. I don't see them very often, the last time I saw my cousin was... 3-4 years ago if I'm not mistaken. Yeah, about there.

So, on Wednesday, 3rd day of Chinese New Year they came over. They reached Damansara early in the morning. I had to peel myself off my bed, well, cause I'm obviously not a morning type of person. Everyone knows that. Had to drive to IKEA to meet them then convoy back to my area. We had Papparich for breakfast.

Outfit of the day.

Crop top from Topshop.

Highwaisted denim from Kitschen.

No picture of ze face for that day cause I didn't have any make up on, and apparently I don't look presentable enough without make up. Apparently. After breakfast, went to One Utama to walk around with my aunt and cousin sister. Chilled at Starbucks before we came home for dinner. Took her out after dinner to Al-Safa, Bandar Utama to meet up with some of my friends. Just for fun you know. 

The next day I had work, noon shift. So the plan was after work we will just chill at home and girl talk, pillow talk and whatsoever talk.

 Outfit of the day to work.

Crop top from Topshop.

Acidwash Leigh jeans from Topshop.

Maybe

Of course, I must start the post with another yet self-conscious picture of myself.

Finally found my way to make up. Yes I have been a make up fail for, well, the previous 18 years of my life. Make up only means, eyeliner, fail mascara and coloured-lipbalm. Afraid not! I have achieved slight success of my make up skills. Let the little girl have her fun alright, do not pop my bubble.

 Outfit of the day.

'Electric' necklace from Forever21.

Black and white button top from Cotton On.

Bright pink bodycon skirt from Blogshop.

Had a family reunion dinner today with the rest of the aunts and cousin. The house was definitely merrier and really loud I would say. My poor dog was confused of who should he go to, it was hilarious. The dog, Max Brown Lee aka Brownie has brought a lot of joy to my family. Sometimes, when we don't have much things to talk about, he is the topic. Well, he kind of is one of the things that we like to talk about. My intelligent and naughty puppy. (:

The family is getting smaller as one by one of my cousins have left to study abroad. Yet another cousin is leaving soon in February. I'll be the only grandchild left in Malaysia. I don't think that I'd be going anywhere else in the next 4 years perhaps? Or maybe even till when I finish studying. Tomorrow as I've mentioned, my dad's cousin's family is coming over to stay at my place, so I'd have to guide them to my place with my aunt tomorrow morning. Joy of getting up early on my off day. Le sigh. At least I get to doll up! And actually leave my house this time.

Signing off,

xoxo.

Red and purple lipstick all over the page

Do you really want,
Do you really want me?
Do you really want me dead,
Or alive to torture for my sins?


Do you really want,
Do you really want me?
Do you really want me dead,
Or alive to live a life?

I should probably go to bed soon, I've got work at 11pm tomorrow, till 8pm that is. Then rush back to join my relatives for a get together. I've got Wednesdays off, plus my dad's cousin and family from Penang is coming over on Wednesday till Friday. They're staying over at my place. So I've some sort drafted out my schedule of my life after I stop work. It shall be 2 months of fun and late nights then back to my stressful degree life. Hopefully there'll be some new interesting people in degree then. 

Mystic Dragon

 New profile picture for Facebook.

 Just one of those self-conscious pictures of myself.

Outfit of the day.

Multi-coloured crop top from Topshop;

Acid wash Leigh jeans from Topshop.

Finally got the chance to doll up and it's not for work. After lunch, went to the temple at Brickfields with le family for some prayers. Brought le dog, Max Brown along as well but he was just in the car with my dad. Not that we can't bring dogs to a temple, I mean, they're living beings too right? It started raining when we reached home, watched a little bit of tv and dossed off. 

Here I am now?

I know you're sorry

The day before Chinese New Year.

My cousin from Australia came over to visit a few days earlier because he's going back to Aussie soon. Of course, the house was really loud with three ladies gossiping and talking. Oh, trust me, I'm not included.

Some updates about my life of 2012 so far:
1. Started work at Topshop, One Utama after Christmas last year. Resigning soon, should be stopping by early February.
2. Hopefully going for a job/vacation with some friends at Pangkor on 15-17 February.
3. Training hard with Cheer Aces. We should be, SHOULD, be going to the competition in Singapore and of course other competitions in Malaysia.
4. Got my results and enrolled back in Taylor's for my degree programme which starts only in April, meaning I've got about 2 months left to partay!
5. If you've realized, I kind of revamped my blog for a fresh new year. No expectations, no regrets, just pure adventure. Let's see where does 2012 take us this year. (:

My plans so far for tomorrow is temple in the morning with my family, then lunch and dinner at home. Other than that, I should be available for some fun. (; Jokes, jokes. Just painted my nails red myself. Took longer than expected but it was worth it. I guess. I still can't decide what to wear tomorrow to the temple. Yeah, I know you might be thinking, it's just the temple. However! You have to consider the fact that I'm also a normal girl that likes to doll up and apparently my aunt is saying "What if you find your other half at the temple?" Haha.

Boy, you really got me bad.

First post of 2012.

Chinese New Year is exceptionally early this year. The first post shall be a haul about my Chinese New Year shopping. In total I spent quite a lot, but, half of it is from my own savings. So, I'm sorry, you can't call me a spoil brat this time.

 2 pair of jeans

 2 dresses

 5 crop tops

 3 tops

 A scarf

 A pair of shorts

 A bag and a necklace

I don't have a picture of my Toy Story jumper and lingerie. Well of course. These are the stuff I bought, in total I spent about 1.4k. There are still some stuff that I want to get, which are in my wishlist, with my budget for shopping and the rest I'll get it when I get my pay. Oh yes, if you don't know, I'm working at Topshop, One Utama. Do come visit, I'll most probably be there when you come over. 

Why do they tell us how to feel

My sem is finally coming to an end. Foundation will be finally done. 

Quite a number has dropped out or switched course. 

I guess next year in the degree intake there'll be some new exciting people!

I'm left with 7 more assignments/projects/exam. My last day is on the 19th.

Then, the X-Men is heading on over to party in Penang! 1, 2, woot woot. :P

We'll be back by the 23rd then Rejaie's wedding on Christmas Eve.

Not too sure about my Christmas plans this year yet, but it'll always be fun.

Not forgetting, I'm starting work on the 27th at Topshop, One Utama. 

Yes, gimme 'em cash. Jokes jokes, it's for experience and my future portfolio.

Let's see what are my plans for these coming 2 weeks:
1. Going to Vertigo tonight with a bunch. Haven't seen them in a bit since everyone's so busy with their exams and assignments. Missed you guys (': I know that it'll be fun tonight.
2. Finishing my english group research by today!
3. Should be heading down to Movida with Leysha and her coursemates tomorrow night. No, I don't do this all the time everyday, just once in awhile and coincidentally it's back to back this time.
4. More assignments due next week.
5. Should I go for Tiesto on the 10th? Strictly no muslim allowed, so the rest are not going. Aih, decisions, decisions.
6. Then the most exciting week of December, my business charity event in Taylor's Lakeside. I'm praying that it'll be a huge success! Everything is going smoothly so far, so do come for my event,  check us out on facebook "STEP UP! For Charity Talent Show"on the 16th Dec.
7. Day after the event we gotta celebrate! Not only birthdays, but the mark of the beautiful end to our foundation course.

Arch

I shall blog about my uni trip to Singapore tomorrow! 

About how awesome it is and of course, with some pictures.

Oh and! My groupmates and I are organizing a charity talent show;

This is a charity talent show organized by Taylor's University Lakeside Campus, School of Architecture, Building and Design (SABD), Foundation in Natural and Built Environment (FNBE), Semester 2 students for our Introduction to Business final project. We will be donating all the proceeds to the National Kidney Foundation Malaysia.

STEP UP! For Charity
Venue: LT20, Taylor's University Lakeside Campus
Date: 16th December 2011 (Friday)
Time: 7:00 - 10:30pm
Ticket Price: RM15

Social Media Partner: Advertlets
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/advertlets
Twiter: http://twitter.com/advertlets
http://www.advertlets.com/

We are looking for participants age 17 and above with talent of ANY kind in the form of a group or individual. The winners will be judged 100% by fan voting system. Votes will be collected by the audience attending the event only. The participants of the talent show will be exempted from the RM15 entrance fees.

Prizes:
Champion: RM500
1st Runner Up: RM300
2nd Runner Up: RM100
Consolation Prizes X 2: RM50

C for CHARITY. You must make the CHOICE to take the CHANCE if u want to make a CHANGE.

If you are interested to take part, you can pm the admins of the event your name, age, group or indvidual, act, contact number.


Check out the facebook event page! http://www.facebook.com/events/290718387626165/