But I've got to try

When everything else fails, I'd normally still have you. 

But this time, free falling, baby.
Sometimes, wait, most of the time, I just feel like I don't belong here.
I don't fit in anywhere around here,
It's like I have been fitting in because I try to fit in, I strive.
I bend around trying to fit in, but when you bend too much, you break.
Being something I'm not, being someone that people would want to have around.
I'm different. I have fall outs. I'm only human.

What now.

I'm sitting around, staring at these walls, wondering did you even care.