Monday, July 23, 2012


I should stop being so bitter.

It's like, every now and then, I just have my moments. No matter where I am in life, no matter when I seem like I'm the happiest girl in the world, I just... 

I don't know, it just hits me. 

I might be a person that is having such a great time, and yet I still feel empty inside. The hardest part about that is that, I don't know why. I haven't found the reason why. That's what I get for being bipolar. I think so much about it, yet I don't know what is that I think about. All these might not even make sense for some of you, or any of you. 

Sometimes I just want to hide away. From?
Too many questions.

People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master. —Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love

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