Go find yourself

“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” - H. Jackson Brown Jr., P.S. I Love You

The first time that I don't feel any doubts or indecisiveness when I'm with you.
It's something new, but I don't find it strange. As cheesy as it may sound, it felt like it was, meant to be?

For all my life, 19 years, not very long, but yeah, I normally don't know what I really want, but when I'm with you, I'm sure that you are what I want. No questions, no doubts. Before this, I thought relationships and love are just so tough. At one point, nothing will go your way, and you'll feel like such a fool for doing all those things. Maybe it's because when I put so much effort in something, I normally expect something in return.

Don't find love, it'll come to you.

Now I get this phrase. Don't go around looking to fall in love. Fall; moving down freely and rapidly without control. It should be something unexpected. I wasn't looking for love, it was right there and I just merely took the leap of faith to just go with it. There were much considerations but I did it anyways. 

He is just right and ironically, perfect. 

I've got nothing to worry about, well except for the future, but what the hell, live in the present. Appreciate what you have right now or you might regret. 

But I just can't help to wonder, how will this end.